reminder

this
reminds me of
this

not saying the former is a monster, it's just that the protagonist (is there any really in palahniuk's books?) also got shot in the face by a shot gun.

i remembered how i couldn't imagine what one would look like after staring down the wrong end of a shotgun.

now i no longer have to. which is just plain sad.

"I somehow see
what's beautiful in things
that are ephemeral
I'm my only friend, am i?"