Saturday, May 16

hungry

i am hungry for blood

a particular fly's blood that is. i wonder if their blood is red, like ours.

when i find something interesting online it hovers near/around the computer, teasing me, taunting me, knowing that i wont have the adequate amount of swiftness to swat it in time. +

but right when i abandon the computer and give that flying little beast my full attention, it'll soar beyond my reach. buzzing around like it's winning this stupid, mundane game that is clearly one-sided and unfair.

i hate it when i have this much hate for something that's smaller than my femoral ring*


"if you're scared and tired of what you're scared of
why should you stay
get up and go
catch the last train
get in some car and drive out again"


*the entrance to the femoral canal, which is the most medial compartment of the femoral sheath (after the femoral artery -most lateral- and the femoral vein -the intermediate compartment). the femoral canal contains efferent lymphatic vessels with a lymph node suspended in areolar CT. the clinical significant of this femoral ring is that people (females are more common) to get a femoral hernia - where part of your GI tract gets herniated out from its normal position. the logical and scientific explanation for the existence of the femoral canal is that it allows the femoral vein (which is immediately lateral to the femoral canal) to expand in order to increase venous return from the leg in times of exercise.