Wednesday, August 27

my thoughts, another's words

"I want to love
I want to feel
but for me, feeling,
is not real.

The more I try, the deeper I fall
not in love
but face first into a wall.

I live, I breathe,
so I must have a heart.
if you can find it...'s yours."
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tagged - 24/8

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
…toll je dah 1.60. one ringgit doesn’t go far nowadays, sadly so

What is your most favourite thing to do?
…laughing. it just gives you such high, no?

What kind of news do you read?
…all kinds. From E! to BBC

What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
…my jogging shoes and skipping rope.

Is there someone in your heart right now?
… there’s always people in there. though not the kind people go
ga-ga about.

Do you believe you can survive without money?
…oh God no!

What are you afraid to lose the most?
…my direction in life

What do you feel like doing right now?
...ripping my nose off. It’s been running all day.

If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
...when the time is right I supposed.

Would you stand by your principles even if it goes against what your heart tells you?
…am trying very hard to.

What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
…a lot. And I don’t think I would settle for less.

What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
…people are just misunderstood most of the time.

Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
…well, I feel like kicking that little brat in giant just now. A.N.N.O.Y.I.N.G

If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
…I’ll be happy when I’m rich – yes people I am THAT materialistic

If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
…the inability to say no. n the clamp-up around strangers bit too.

Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
…not a person : God.
…Almost a person : monkey cup. ;p

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
…undergoing a postgrad program with someone to share it all with, iA

What is the one thing you love about yourself?
...someone calls me narcissist often enough. So, I’m not answering this

If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
…a camcorder?

malas nak tag sape2 da

“photographs and brightly colored paper
are your mask you wear in this caper
the clouds in your eyes
down your face they pour”

Wednesday, August 20

falling back in love

......with this

i just got it back after a long, long separation.

oh how i missed the 1700++ songs.

to sync with the 'book is impossible da cause my hard drive is like this

so much for the free 160GB SATA ext HD.

oleh itu, sempena nak Ramadhan ni, x de ke yg nak bersedekah?

after all itulah 1/3 cara nak menebusi fitnah.

*my community service message for the day*

on a different note

i think my house da overrun with primates.

in one room, you've got a nyet and a kera living together.

then there's a monkey cup as a roomate.

"i go nowhere high
go nowhere warm
until i see your smile
and feel your calm"

Thursday, August 14


.. is our first assessment for our first week of our second year.

but tomorrow feels like any other ordinary day.


i should be doing this

but instead i'm googling michael phelps.

judging by the fact that i'm still in my baju kurung at 9 in the evening, i can confidently say that today was not one of my best days.

"am i not pretty enough
am i too outspoken
i live, i breathe, i let it rain on me
i laugh, i feel, i make believe it's real
i fall, i freeze, i pray down on my knees
why do you see right through me?"

Wednesday, August 13

funniest fail

funniest. thing. ever.


there are funnier ones. but i don't think it's appropriate to put it up here.

*disclaimer: not suitable for everyone and certainly not suitable for all ages.

what do i, what do I need to do,
To see myself in a better mood?

There's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in.

There's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it"

Thursday, August 7

a dedication

someone wants to have a future in the corporate world, make lots of money and eat at cilantro everyday. apparently that's where "life" is.

once you're filthy rich, don't forget your purpose in this world and most importantly don't forget me ;p.

well then good luck. and here's a song for you.

"imagine you go away
on a business trip one day
and when you come back home
your children has grown"

20 = old, no?

though this might be a tad late, i'd like to wish tasha a happy belated birthday!!!
being 20 sucks doesnt it?

in honour of her turning old, we went out on a crazy-laughter-filed tuesday night. we started in um to nando's to wendy's to starbucks back to wendy's again (cause someBODY wanted milkshake) then back to starbucks again (cause wendy's was closed). and somewhere in between someone even had time for this

poor tash. if she didnt injure herself this way, i might've killed her that night.

then we roamed around KPS after having kerang bakar from duckking za's stall in feskum. seets wasnt there cause she's a busy, busy, busy person nowadays. what with meetings and whatnots. all in all it was a great night.

"If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon I will be knocking upon your door"

Sunday, August 3


the other day was the first of the month.
I figured I’d give it longer than it takes for a milk to curdle.
But I don’t wanna give it too long.
So I settled for 1 month.
And the grace period is up.
Now I’m finally done.
Hopefully so.


I was going through my phonebook today as the feeling of wanting to reunite myself with an old familiar soul presented itself. But just as I was typing a long-winded and verbose text, I decided it’d take too much effort to continue on. So I pressed the tiny home button and stashed the phone away while turning on 712 for a daily dose of “news”.

“hey there mr curiosity
is it true what they’ve been saying about you?
are you killing me?
I’m looking for love this time
sounding hopeful but its making me cry”