Wednesday, April 30

kisah ku di tag-ed

pukulnya sekarang 132. dan saya ngantuk bangat. tetapi nggak mau tidur lagi iya. esok harinya scl you-know-who. and i really dont feel like going. maka ku kan tidur lambat supaya esoknya boleh kata pening kepala iya dong.

enjoy reading moi's answers on this very delicate matter then...

1/if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-it's not easy for me to open myself up to ppl and it's pretty difficult for anyone to gain my trust completely. ergo, if that person betray me, it'll be very hard for me to forgive him. bye2 loverville for you. haha

2/ what will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
-be frank. prolly will spend less time with "person" so as to avoid confusion and further complication.

3/ what will your dream wedding be like?
-you'll see one day. insyaAllah, ;p 
nothing fancy really. simple, elegant and tasteful. and def none of this bersanding bullshit.

4/ are you confused as to what lies ahead of you.
-all the effing time.  confused, uncertain, anxious. get me some valium already.

5/ whats your ideal lover like?
-to quote ustaz "kuat pegangan agama, keturunan yang baik-baik, berharta, perawan, subur, pengasih, sekufu". not neccassarily la tapi. there are some criteria that i'll overlook. but there are many i'd like to add.

6/ which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
-loving God and being loved by Him is the best i say. hehe

7/ if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
-tricky. i'll wait while i still have nothing to do. but dont expect me to be sitting around FOREVER. if someone else comes along...

8/ is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
-yes. can't believe i'm back there again y'know, though of course it was kinda expected.

9/ what do you want most in life?
-to succeed in this world and most importantly in the hereafter. the best anyone could ever hope for. oh, and world peace.

10/ is being tagged fun?
-fun when you;ve nothing better to do (read: when malas nak study)

11/ if you find out that your bestfriend is going out with your bf/gf , how would you react?
- first things first, i dont believe in best friend, ie: the concept of that ONE person who is your ultimate friend, but that's a diff matter. 
i believe that my great friends wouldnt do that to me. they wouldnt dare. haaha. 

12/ who is currently the most important person to you?
-the person in my family that i'm closest to and the one who has gone through and is going through so much. pn khatijah samion.

13/ what kind of person do you think i am?
-words can only describe so much, no? suffice to say that i think highly of you. and eventhough i dont say it often enough (aka not at all) you know i love you. agak touchy di situ ye. nak kleenex.

14/ what is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?
-my birth? ok, lame. 

15/ if the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/ how would you react?
-gi elton john nye car boot sale and accessorize darling. i bet he'll recognize/notice me. in a positive ke negative way tu is a different matter la kan.

16/ would you give your all in a relationship?
-my ALL will only be given when i'm married la dei. 

17/ if you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-i dont think that'll ever happen. i might be infatuated with 2 people at once. but love is something you work on. so, unless i'm demented, i'm pretty sure i wont cari nahas la. 

"deep in my heart i'm concealing,
things that i'm longing to say,
scared to confess what i'm feeling,
frightened you'll slip away."