well, miss E, not to worry k. i'm all good.
rereading it, i guess it does have a little somber/emo theme going on, no? but that's really the purpose i have a blog. when i'm happy, usually there are ppl here, with whom i laugh and choke with. but sometimes, when sadness strikes, i'd rather be left alone with my thoughts and the red apple. the kinds of things that goes through my head then is so bizarrely embarrassing that i dont even dare spill here. that's the reason why my entries are so vague. besides mystery is always fun, fun. fun!
sigh.. maryam is sleeping soundly beside me. God knows where her mind has wandered off to. i cant for the life of me feel sleepy. maybe its because i woke up at 12 today. besides, i just had a big meal of KFC and according to wani, i cant sleep for another couple of hours, less i nak perut i kedepan. well hommie, die da kedepan da. so, i x kesah. nak tido gak!
last saturday i had lotsa fun. but now i cant wait for saturday to come again. nak spend spend spend. BIG TIME! i'm happy just thinking about it :D who's up for some retail therapy this saturday?
i just wish sometimes that you'd stop being "that" way. how you treat ppl differently is just blatantly unfair. you can do better than that. i'm not judging..i'm just saying. and i'm sorry for what happened. i guess i terlalu mengikut kehendak sendiri. selfish to a point. but your response was indeed unnecessary. i might be worse, but at least i dont do things like you. sometimes i wanna shout. sometimes i wanna scream, but i refrain. whatever
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other than that, all's good. there are things that could be better, there are things that are perfect the way they are. and then there are things that go way beyond my expectations. it is good to finally be able to report that in general, i'm feeling positive
CINGGA!
"you're dancing naked there for me,
you expose all memory,
you make the most of boundary,
you're the ghost of royalty,
imposing love you are the queen and king
combining everything intertwining like a ring
around the finger of a girl
i'm just a singer
you're the world
all i can BRING you
is the language of a lover"
