Monday, March 24

dear self

this is getting out of hand.

what is up with you sara?

it's 3 am. and you're still not done with that english whatever of yours?

you're not even attempting to put any effort in it.

this is disheartening.

saddening.

stop all the other nonsense. 

lagha.

it wont take you more than an hour.

come on.

jentik2 those syaitan away.

suck it in.

but i just dont feel like it.

sigh...


this has been an internal monologue. not meant to be judged. so dont. it's a gentle (maybe not so) self-reminder. sekian.


"this is me before i come undone
this is me before i fall apart
it could've been a month or
it could've been a year 
but i gave up long before
cause i've been tired for days and days"