phil-inks

feelings are pretty much delusions.
that is until they're acknowledged and communicated.
one can regard its existence in a prose, in a joke or even in a stupid blog.

feelings are fleeting.
one morning you can just wake up and the feelings can be gone.
you rub your eyes as you think to yourself maybe those feelings were just a dream.

it is almost a month. why haven't i been able to kick it yet?
it is almost a month. why haven't i been able to act on it?


"and i wonder if i ever cross your mind
for me it happens all the time
it's a quarter after one,
i'm all alone and i need you now"

we are all detarrevo

.

when push comes to shove
i'd be shunned out of the pack
the sun and the clouds are all that's left
to see me through these jungle treks
to the winding streams i will go
the mountain peaks i'd conquer
i'll pull through this bad weather
for i'm a determined lone ranger

underneath it

if that is your choice

i'll be sad

but i won't be crushed

there wont be laughter

but there wont be tears shed either

i'll accept, i'll move on

others have no idea

they don't know

and you probably wont either

May God bless your future endeavors

"i'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows

but if i lose the highs, at least i'm spared the lows

i think i better leave right now

before i fall any deeper"

could it be worse?

"good night"

being a Gallus domesticus sucks.

"when you feel so tired but you cant sleep

stuck in reverse

but if you never try you'll never know

just what you're worth"

the fear inside

delusions result from convoluted biochemistry reactions.
so do feelings.

but while delusions can be treated pharmacologically,
feelings can't. unfortunately.


i need opinions.
i need advice.
i need guidance.


i'm two steps away
from loneliness
i'm awake, i'm alive
and i'm feeling incomplete

you should know

i feel sad when you're sick.
i really do.


so tonight
i'm gonna find a way to make it
without you